Monthly Archives: January 2011

Roosh: “What’s Your Project?”

Roosh posted quite the motivational story today. Summarized, our friend met a Frenchmen living in Venezuela. This man had a boat, his project, and that boat landed him in Venezuela after a nasty storm. After selling the boat, the man … Continue reading

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Hi, My Name is Harmonica. I’m Fuckin’ Smarter Than You.

Sometimes things hit you with the weight of a freight train moving at the speed of light. I was hit by the train last night. It told me something that I had spent my entire life holding back something. At … Continue reading

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A Novel Idea

I’m trying out fictionalizing my feelings and events in novel(ish) form. I tend to burn out quickly creating worlds, maybe using my own life and problems will make it easier. We’ll see.

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Searching The Next City

There’s a lot of “if”s going around the apartment. If we break up, if it happens, if and if and if. It feels a lot like a when. With that comes thoughts of the after. After the marriage, after living … Continue reading

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Beta Detachment

This clarity is a very odd thing indeed. It’s not like the forced hollowness I created to deal with a marriage going down the tubes. That worked wonders considering I still exploded with anger every other day or so. Its … Continue reading

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Pity: A Renewal

Weeks ago, I started the blog to vent my frustrations, confusions and childish needs about my marriage. I cried a lot as I wrote. I wrote in broken sentences. I wrote from deep emotions. I wrote totally out of my … Continue reading

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